urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:barelyonthemap barelyonthemap barelyonthemap 2007-02-16T07:30:59Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:barelyonthemap:2427 2007-02-16T07:30:59Z 2007-02-16T07:30:59Z the show cheaters, oh mah gawd. hahaha. it's just like a funny joke on these women. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:barelyonthemap:1655 2007-02-09T22:00:32Z 2007-02-09T22:00:32Z eh so last night i got really drunk and told kristin all this shit and now danny and chris hate me. but the thing is she totally took advantage of me being in the condition-i couldn't stand! i can picture her saying "raquel was so wasted so i asked her about chris and danny" blah!!! :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:barelyonthemap:1382 2007-02-09T01:00:30Z 2007-02-09T01:00:30Z my dad is in the hospital again. i wish i was with him right now but i'm 4 hours away <br />:( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:barelyonthemap:1247 2007-02-06T20:11:45Z 2007-02-06T20:11:45Z shadow stabbing - cake yesterday Kurstin and i went on great adventures. i needed to buy mary cate a card for her birthday even though we aren't as close as we were before break. i got her a musical card. it has a picture of raven on it and it sings thats so raven when you open it. i hope she remembers that it's an inside joke as well as something fucking annoying that she would hate but love. every year mc smokes her age in bowls. i felt really awkward smoking with her, like she didn't want me being there smoking her nugget(however kurstin said that she did, but i don't know what to think). oh back to the grand adventure:<br /> we went to the MaLl! haha it was actually really funny. we tried on prom dresses and considering it was trashy ass debb, the dresses we kinda cute(not to mention wicked short. i have shirts longer than some of them) but I LOOKED HAWTTT!<br /><br />we also got duck whistles. they aren't really whistles, more like harmonicas that onlt make one pitch. but they make alot of noise and annoy people very easily. <br /><br />oh shadow stabbing just came on my eyepo. that song reminds me of tony. i miss him sooooo much and i hope he knows, which i bet he doesn't since i didn't really say good by before he left for germany.<br /><br />relationships are so hard!<br />(like my dick)<br />&hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:barelyonthemap:802 2007-02-05T06:00:54Z 2007-02-05T06:00:54Z i'm being lazy. i had a great weekend though. i was all sad thinking chris was going to ri and that every one else was going to canada and that i was going to be left alone but that was not the case. instead chris and ashley broke up(from what i hear, i don't talk about her to him. he asked me what i though of her the other night and i said that she didn't look like a fetus(that is probably the only thing i could think of)) so we went to his stowe house. megan and jillian came up.<br /><br />i got wasted off my ass. we played beer pong(not beruit, the game with 4 cups and paddles like in beerfest) which i had never played before; and learned that i am horrible at. i ended up puking and passing out in the bathroom. danny drew and killian(i think his first name is brian, idk him that well) came. this made me the only girl like usual while meagan and jillian and their friends were at the bars. <br /> thats usually how it is from me and i can see myself acting more akward and not knowing how to talk to the girls on my floor.<br /><br />saturday night i got hit on! it wasn't as funny as when chris got hit on haha. so we were at this 90's party in some random townhouse on main campus and this girl whit tits just a little bit smaller than mine and dressed like a baby spice who got hit in the face with an ugly stick is dancing on a chair right next to us. she gets off her chair and tells chris how much she loves his sweater vest and wispers all this shit about graph paper that we cant really hear as she stokes the grid pattern on his vest. oh but i got hit on by drew. it was weird because i think he is dating julia but she was passed out in a chair. i think it was funny because i don't like him(or really anyone right now which is werid for me) but the other day i had a dream about him, and at stowe i was like well he isn't as hot as his brother but he is still pretty hot. <br /><br />today i did fucking nothing. chris an i discovered an awesome show. it's called the closer and apparently(from all the adds we saw) it was rated like #1 show of all time last year. TNT sure knows drama. i missed prince because i didn't watch the super bowl. oh well. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:barelyonthemap:595 2007-01-31T02:27:38Z 2007-01-31T02:27:38Z ten things i noticed today:<br /> 10-i'm really good at putting stuff off<br /> 9-mic is still resentful that i went of to school<br /> 8-mario kart is great<br /> 7-everything is grey in the winter. the roads the trees the sky, everything.<br /> 6-oprah looks fucked<br /> 5-they advertise for sprint when there is no sprint carrier in vermont.<br /> 4-any jokes with the work "cunt" in them are hilarious.<br /> 3-people still have lights on their houses :)<br /> 2-all my friends are going away this weekend :(<br /> 1-i think i'm bothering chris<br /><br />so next weekend justin kurstin mc and the rest will be in quebec. i'm really bumming about this. canada was so fun last year but now i don't get to go. MaryCate and i are starting to talk again, but i'm still missing out on foreign birthday binge drinking. this is stupid because i never did anything to her and she knows that.<br /><br />chirs will be in rhode island or as i like to call it "dumb island" visiting ashley, or as i like to call her "slutley". she came to visit last weekend and for some reason when i am shitty in the face i become so nice to her like i'm really interested in her as a person. we nearly played a game of beruit as a team! i came to my senses and bounced the fuck out of there.